Heavy Heart

It hurts when someone does something nice for you and it doesnt appear to be appreciated. Then if you add on to that a separation of thousands of miles and already three weeks, it hurts even more. I know I was wrong, and I am sorry. I was not the one who was offended in this instance. Sarah wrote some very sweet and loving comments and I did not appear to be happy. I know it meant a lot for what she said, and did not show it the right way. I am sorry. It hurts to upset her, as that was not what I want to ever do. She loves me with every fiber of her being, and I feel the same way to her. I would do anything to go back and just have a smile on my face as I was reading that blog. Its just a fault of mine to not always show emotion initially. It touched me what she wrote, and I hope she knows that. Well, hopefully she can forgive me, because I feel horrible.