A Long Time Coming...

Ive been absent from this post for a while :( I have been meaning to, it just escapes my mind to do it. A lot has happened since my last entry. A lot of good things. My wife finally came home!!!!!! That was a long time waiting for that, and it was better than I imagined it would be. Things have been going great between us, as the break may have been good for us. It taught me, and her, that we don't need to spend every second together. It makes it so that when we are together, it is that much better. I realized that I don't need to smother her and be around all the time. There were challenging times, when I wasn't sure how it would go if she was alone. Going through that makes it all that much easier to be apart. I know that I don't want to be apart for long periods of time again, but it may happen sometime down the road. Things are going better at work and she is back working for the McLaughlin's again. There were times, and it still is somewhat, where money was just not there. I have been working a lot and getting closer to signing a bunch of new contracts. It just seems to drag out and that in itself is frustrating. I know that my work will pay off in the end. I just want to provide a good life for us, and I won't be happy until that is the case. Our relationship has been better lately and that is great. I hate it when we argue, especially over little things. Like today, I went over there to see her for a while and left, that upset her, and I had no intention of doing that. There haven't been that many arguments or fights and that is great. I dont like fighting or arguing with her. That just hurts to do that. I know that married couples fight and argue - its natural. But, I just hate it. I just enjoy waking up with her every morning and seeing her the first thing in the morning and the last thing at night kissing her good night and telling her that I love her. She means everything to me and I do not want to do anything to make her think otherwise. She is who I want to be with and I dont want anything but the best for her and us. She just makes me happy by being by my side at any time. Whether its watching a movie on the couch or having a romantic candle light dinner, or just going to IKEA to shop for a new bed frame - which I LOVE the new bed. So much more room. Its the little things that matter the most sometimes. I like cuddling with her, and I know she does too...but having that extra space is good :) Its just nice to finally start having nice things. I cant wait to keep building our lives together and getting things that symbolize our lives. Most of all I am just SOOOOOOO glad she is back home and happy! Love you babe - mehrere umarmungen und kussen :)